| SwEEt SwEEt Garnett... |
[11 Aug 2005|11:19pm] |
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Well, I really don't feel like writing a whole lot so this will be short and SwEEt. I miss and love my g/f Garnett. She is the best ever. We had a couple break-up but all is well now. Im really happy with her, just sometimes it's hard. I don't know. I can't really explain it. But...I love her and her son *Derek* to death. Hmmm... Me and Garnett's relationship is kinda weird. We are moving at a decent speed and nothing is being pushed. I hope were together for a long time. We have plans for me to move in with her, Gram, and Derek. Fun fun! I can't wait. Then after that we are probally going to get a place together, with the babie of corse. That will be great. I always wanted a kid. Not that I can have him but still, I'll be a big part of his life and he'll be a big part of mine. God damn he's cute. hehe. Let's see...Awww...n/m. I can't think of much else to explain or talk about. All I know is that I have a rough life and Garnett does EVERYTHING she can to get me through it and if not her then seeing Derek makes me SOOOOOOOO happy. Everything is just perfect. Good night everyone.
<3 Kalani
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| "school & fun" |
[14 Jun 2005|05:24pm] |
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SCHOOL'S ALMOST OUT! 6 more days, but some of them are half days. FOR REEAAALLLL!!!!! haha I can't wait. The last day is the 22nd! wOOt wOOt! This weekend I am hanging with my gorgeous g/f Garnett. Going to her adorable son Derek's b-day party. hehe I can't wait. I want to hug and kiss him! Then after this weekend school will mostly be finals and stuff. Then the 24th Mikella is coming to MA to see Krystal (Trollie) and I am going to go with Trollie to get Mikella and then we are all going to SixFlags & then the 25th we're going to Meghan's beach to have a killa party! SwEEt Deal! I can't wait. Hopefully after that I can chill with my friend Jessica D for a day or two and then chill with my g/f. I need to chill with some people before the summer starts to accually kick in so all summer I can do w/e I want. Oh, and I know I probally already wrote about this but July 11th Garnett, Derek, Amy, whoever else goes and I are leaving July 11th! EeEeEeEe...Im excited. Hopefully me and Garnett don't get in any fights and we all have a good time. Erik is supposed to be coming up for a day or somthing to spend with Derek. That should be fun and stuff. hehe. OH YEAH! I called PEP today to talk to my cousin Mark and he said I can't even fucking swim when we all go to Hampton Beach. How gay is that?!?! He said that is some of the dirtyest water EVER! So I guess im not swimming. That sucks big balls! lol Wait, Why am I laughing? *tears* Thats not kool. Oh well, I will get over it.
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| The weekend... |
[29 May 2005|02:51pm] |
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So This weekend rocked! And it's going to keep on rocking on! haha YES! Friday I slept over my McDonald babies house and we had so much fun cuddling. It was so sweet. I had her cute self next to me and her adorable son derek on the other side of me. hehe It was so cute. Friday we went to visit Amy and then went to Wal*Mart and Saturday Garnett, Christina, Scottie, and I went to get Garnetts nipples pierced, (Oh babie! Nice boobies, MmMmMm)We also went out to eat and to the movies. I got my stupid salad taken off the bill because my lettuce was brown! lol Garnett also said it was Scotties b-day! Their so funny. For the movie's we went to see "House Of Wax". It was a wicked sick movie. It was awesome. I loved it. And of corse I got to hold hands with Garnett so it was all the more fun. Then we braught Christina and Scottie home and Garnett slept over my house. Although my mom wouldn't let us sleep in the same bed together. STUPID! lol So I just layed with her untill she fell asleep and then gave her lots of kisses. But...Unfortunatly Garnett had to go to work today so she left at 9am...*tears* I miss her like crazy. Hmmm...Maybe this weekend or sometime soon, im going to get above my clit pierced. Im excited. I can't wait. It will be fun. So today I am just going to stay home and chill with my family with their stupid ass cook out. Gayness. BUT!!! Tomorrow is going to be sick. I am going to go over Trollie's (Krystal's) house and her fam is having a cook out and we might drink, Im not sure. Then I will just go to school with her on Tuesday. It should be wicked fun. I can't wait for that either! hehe
P.S. Oh yes, Christina gave Garnett this really big teddy bear that is holding a heart that says "I Love You" and Christina let Garnett give it to me. It's so cute! I LOVE IT! I took a nap with her today. Her name is Ann...After my g/f's middle name. hehe
OH! WTF! I have written so much already! I should just write a little bit more. I guess this calls for another P.S.! lol
P.S. My b-day is on Wednesday! June 1st babie! and Im going to Hooters for my b-day. School almost out. We get out June 24th! Im excited. HELL YES! Awesome. Oh yeah...My mom might be letting me get my belly button pierced on the bottom for my b-day. And...This July, The 11th. Garnett, Derek, Amy, Christina, Scottie, and I are going to Hampton beach untill the 15th. Im going to have SO MUCH FUN! hehe...Damn, My God...I can't wait for that either! lol I need a get rich quick scam! lol haha I better start thinking...AND saving.
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| It's been a while...New stuff. |
[15 May 2005|01:24pm] |
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Once again...I haven't written in this in a long ass time. I never really use it but w/e. This is going to be short because im just to lazy to write anything. lol Well, I broke up with Lauren (girl from NY) and I have a new g/f now. Her name is *Garnett* and she is such a QT. She's so sweet and really cute. hehe My mom is still sick and stuff but im doing ok. I highly dought that I will get any comments but it's alright. tty all laterz.
P.S. Oh yeah, I just got back from a gun match with my dad and bro and stuff. I didn't enter the match but surprisingly I did wicked good just shooting for fun. Out of 30-35 shots I only missed 7 and it was an off hand shoot. Mostly everyone else missed 5-23 shots out of 25. With the exception of my dad of corse. And that was only my second time shooting off hand. Damn im fucking good. wOOt wOOt!!!
I <3 my *Garnett*
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| L...O...N...G...Time... |
[19 Mar 2005|12:05pm] |
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Damn, I feel like I haven't written in a wicked long time. I probally haven't. lol Well, Nothing is new really. I started counciling now and stuff. Yesterday I went to the movies with my mom and today im going to hang out with Big-John. Maybe smoke some weed! Yeah! I hope we go to the mall today or somthing. Hmmm...I need to get my grades up too. Ummm...Jesus, You would think if I haven't written in a while I would accually have somthing good to talk about but NO! lol MOTHER FUCKER! WHAT CAN I TALK ABOUT! SON OF A BITCH! MAMA! GOO GOO GA GA! Alright thats it. Im fucking pissed. Anyways, Yesterday I saw the movie "Hostage" It was fucking sick and tons of those cop guys were fucking HOTT!!! (opens mouth) yeah, You know what thats for. lol Now really, I have to go shower and get ready to leave. Fucking leave me a comment or two.
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| Tickle me fucking pink! |
[07 Mar 2005|06:14pm] |
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This entry is going to be short because I need to go do a #2...haha!!! Ok, That was grose. Im so hyper right now though. Sierrrrrrah slept over the weekend that just past and stuff, the Friday before that I went to Leigha's house and today I went to the doctors instead of going to school. Tomorrow im going to Leigha's house Wednesday im going to TJ's house and Friday and Saturday im going to Leigha's house. So I am going to have so much fun this whole week and stuff. Well off to do my #2...Peace OutX
P.S. I found out the other day that my wifie is coming down to visit me for April vacation, I wana hang out with Krystal!!!!!
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| Im back... |
[01 Mar 2005|12:34pm] |
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Well everyone, I am back from NY. I got back on Sunday. I had so much fun! Lauren is everything that I expected her to be. I don't really know what to write about but I am really sick and stuff hopefully this weekend I will be all better. I already started taking TONS of cough syrup and pills so I will be good for this weekend. MY Princess Sierrah is sleeping over on Saturday. Me, Princess, and my mom are going to go out somewhere to get somthing because we have a surprise for Princess. And then we are all coming home to make Pasta Fagioli together! Awsomeness. It's going to be so fun. Possibly some M&M's too. Not sure yet. Well, Thats about it. Oh yeah, today was a snow day so thats awsome. Oh yes, one more thing about this weekend. I feel kinda bad because I was sapose to hang-out with Leigha. But I definatly need to talk to her about everything. I don't know what im doing. Maybe Friday I can hang-out with her. Maybe. I would really like to though. Well, I have alot to think about so off to my MySpace I go to play around. lol
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| Vacation... |
[18 Feb 2005|04:24pm] |
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Ok everyone...This one is going to be short. I am leaving tomorrow to go to NY to see my g/f and I won't be back for a week so leave me LOTS of comments and tell me how much you miss me. Or just leave some random shit! Thanx. I love you all!!! I hope you all have a great vacation! bye
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| Fuck Join this bitches! |
[16 Feb 2005|08:52pm] |
YOU BETTER FUCKING JOIN YOU LITTLE CUNT! OR I'LL CUT YOUR TITS AND DICKS OFF AND SHUVE THEM DOWN YOUR THROATS!
<3 Meeeeeeee
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[13 Feb 2005|01:30pm] |
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This weekend has been crazy! I cleaned my WHOLE house with my mom, dad, and sister Tina. It sucked big hairy balls. And I ripped apart my room and re aranged it. And today some of my family is coming over. My sisters and there kids and my two aunts are here. It will be fun. LOTS of food too!!! EeEeEeEe! It's almost Saturday! And I get to get my fat ass on a bus and go to NY to see my babie! I am going to ask her tomorrow to marry me. I wanted to do it in person but I can't wait!!! And I know that it is only like a week away but I really really wanted to ask her on V-Day. So tomorrow I will and just give her the ring on Saturday. I lovers her so much. Hmmm...This week of school is going to be crazy too because I have to stay after Monday-Wednesday and make-up tons of my work. So I have all A's and B's, maybe one C. But thats it. I have a fucking 67 in Drafting. I need to bring that up. It's not because I haven't been doing my work it's because I have missed alot of school. I have been so sick lately, and my eye is still messed up. Shitty stuff, I know. Well, Everyone will be here soon. g2g get ready. Wish me luck on my bus ride alone. *tears* I'll be scared.
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| A-M-A-Z-I-N-G... |
[04 Feb 2005|07:58am] |
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Well, Yesterday I went to the hospital with my mom for my knee and my shoulder or w/e. We won't know for a while whats up. BUT!!! I was talking to my mom yesterday and OMG, Guess what she said? She is letting me go to NY to see *lauren* over Feb vaca, so I can be there for her b-day! Im so excited. 15 more days! Hopefully I am leaving on the 19th. This is wicked awsome-ness! I can't wait! AHHHH Im so happy! I get to ask her to marry me now! EeEeEeEe...This is SwEEt! Ok, Im overly hyper so I need to change the subject. Today, There is a 2 hour delay which is kool because I didn't go to school yesterday and today will be a short day. Hopefully. Im seriously stuck on what to write about. For Breakfast I had some Chinese food and oatmeal. Yes, I know weird mix. lol Hmmm...My hair looks really nice this morning. I don't know, I am going to start talking about boring shit. *Princess Sierrah* I think you should leave me a comment and give me 5 words to descride me and answer my questions! lol I love you!
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| I tell ya... |
[02 Feb 2005|11:29pm] |
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Tonight was crazyness all the way. On top of getting my PinkEye back for the 3rd week, I am really sick. My stomach has been hurting and I been throwing up. My knee and shoulder hurt soooo bad...I am going to the doctors for that tomorrow...NO SCHOOL! Also, I was talking to Lauren<3 today and her doctors say she might have tb. Im scared. My mom is sick she has a fever right now. I don't know, everything is all messed up. Another one of those, I wish I was never born days. *tears* Next Saturday I have another doctors appointment for cutting myself and stuff. And hopefully I will get one soon for my stomach. I miss when everything was normal and no one was sick. Especially my MAMA.
whymustmyheartbelongtosomanypeoplebutme?
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| Friday!!! |
[28 Jan 2005|07:52pm] |
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omg! Sierrah is over! This is THE BEST NIGHT EVER! I love her SOOOO EFFIN MUCH! She is my other half. I don't know how I lived that long with out seeing MY *princess* *tears* I missed her so much! I could never stop missing her! awww...Im so glad she is over! We are having the most fun in the entire world! SIERRAH I LOVE YOU!!!!!! FOR ALWAYS AND EVER!!!!
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| o-O-m-C-g-K-S |
[26 Jan 2005|08:50am] |
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I can't take this shit anymore! I FUCKING CUT MYSELF LAST NIGHT!!!! Everything is so fuckd up. Nothig will ever go away. WHY WHY WHY??? I am on the phone with *princess sierrah* and we are getting drunk, no ni no...We are already drunk! We hav some neew life plans togeher. *cough*cough* and a little throw up! NO MORE BURITOS & CINNA BUNS & HOT POCKETS!! NO MORE, Hey! Only water and juice, juice...bettle juice! ogod mg wtf! I can't write, how comhe lve is so stupie?
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| School... |
[21 Jan 2005|04:56pm] |
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Yeah so Wednesday I got all of my new classes. I have Psychology, American Studies Literature, US History II, and Drafting. They are all wicked awsome classes and I have wicked awsome teachers too! I am so happy. I am going to try so hard to keep all my grades A's and B's so I can go to NY this July. I have been doing SO good (except for being sick) ever since I stopped doing drugs. I am really proud of myself, I don't mean to brag but com'on atleast one of you guys have to be happy for me.? So far, even though it has only been 3 days. I have done all of my homework and accually read the book assigned to us in English. The Things They Carried. I just got to keep on keeping! (*JoeDirt*) Well, Thats all for now. bye
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| Today... |
[18 Jan 2005|07:30pm] |
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Everyone today was awsome!! Well, Lets start out with the bad stuff...First of all back to school tomorrow and I went to the doctors, I have Pink Eye in both eyes. Yes, I know. It sucks! Ok...Enough of that. ON TO THE GOOD STUFF! My g/f *lauren* as some of you know lives in NY and ovbiously I will never see her. Right? WRONG! My mom is letting me go to NY in July!!! Im so excited! I asked her and she said yes but I have to have good grades and she still has to run it by my father...Sometime in May-June of corse. hehe OMG! You don't even know how happy I am!!! EeEeEeEe!!!! ahhhh...I don't even know, but I am going to do all of my homework and get really good grades. No more going out for me. Only when I hang with Sierrah, whenever my mom lets me...Big John and Jessica D! Cuz she's my Angel! Ok everyone, I am just too happy talking about this, I am going to go now. I have a couple of new pics on MySpace...The rest didn't send. Go check it out.
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| *lauren* |
[17 Jan 2005|11:38am] |
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I love you! ♥
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| Last Night... |
[13 Jan 2005|12:48pm] |
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OMG! One of the best things happened to me last night. It was so perfect too, just like the person. This girl Lauren I met from MySpace, me and her have been talking on the phone for some days now. But last night was wonderful. She was asking me about what I was telling her online. Which I said...How beautiful she was and how I wish I could be with her and hold her and how she is everything I like in a girl. So as I was telling her this she bluntly interupted me and said "Will you go out with me?" Im stupid and said "Are you asking me?" lol What a dumb ass! Guess what I said? yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes...of corse I said YES! She is really happy and so am I. I was so excited last night that I was having trouble breathing and almost coughed up a lung. haha Well, I just got home from school and I think I still need to catch my breath. I LOVE YOU LAUREN! & your just so damn beautiful!
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| Yesterday... |
[10 Jan 2005|09:29pm] |
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WoW you guys. Yesterday I met this really awsome girl online. Her name is Lauren. She is so cute. She is really SwEEt too. Well, She is only 15 but thats ok. She lives in NY, although I do wish I could meet her. I am wicked tired right now. I need to say night to my babie and my babie boy. So I will maybe write somthing good some other time. PRINCESS I LOVERS YOU ALOTERS! ♥ MAMA
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| Hey everyone... |
[06 Jan 2005|07:45pm] |
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Throw up & Pink Eye |
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I haven't written in a while. Well, My mom left on Monday morning and she is in Florida now. She is doing good and so am I and the rest of my family. I just miss my mom. I can't wait for her to come back. I am going to go watch some T.V. and stuff. Maybe a movie. Oh, and I hope you guys like my new lj background and stuff...If you know me on Myspace, I changed that one too. tty all laterz. bye
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